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My Way of Art | Just Me

Kerstin Ellinghoven aka Samara Blue

Hi, I'm Kerstin Ellinghoven - better known online as Samara Blue. This name comes from my time as founder and dancer of the Moonlight Dancers, a group that combined oriental dance and fascinating fire shows. This creative phase shaped me and the name still accompanies me today on my artistic paths in digital and photo art as well as local photo reportages.

How I got behind the camera

My love of photography began indirectly with the search for cool pictures of my fire shows. That's when I met Dark Lord Ellia, a photographer and artist from Krefeld - and now my husband. I'm still waiting for the promised fire photos, but I discovered that my place is behind the camera and not in front of it.

I dedicate myself to photography with a lot of passion and curiosity, am constantly learning new things and usually let my gut feeling guide me. My old Nikon D700, without automatic controls, is my favorite - it demands real craftsmanship and connects me more intensely with my subjects. Although I don't do photography professionally, I see it as my creative form of expression. I love capturing special moments for people - from emotional weddings and sensitive baby belly shoots to glittering oriental dance shows. Capturing emotional memories for dancers is particularly close to my heart. It fulfills me to give them pictures in which they like themselves - a feeling that for me goes far beyond my own time on stage.

Lost Place Photography

My entry into photography began with lost places - thanks to my husband, who initially took me to such abandoned places. My fascination for the stories and backgrounds of these places eventually led me to create my website “Samara Blue - Urbexart”. Even though my focus today is on digital art, this name reminds me of my photographic beginnings. My approach was never to cover as many spots as quickly as possible. I wanted and still want to feel the atmosphere of the places, discover their stories and bring them to life through my pictures. Every project is time-consuming: from discovering the places to researching, selecting and editing the photos. I consciously take the time to capture the uniqueness of each place and gather background information. Lost places, often forgotten buildings from recent history, are more than just backdrops for me - they tell of life that once was and stimulate the imagination, allowing us to participate in long-gone history.

Streetart & Favourites

I came to the subject of street art rather by chance. Many of my photos show colorful graffiti and urban artworks that were simply too good to gather dust on my hard drive. Fascinated by the stories behind these works, I began to research artists and find out their intentions. It gets particularly exciting when artists like Ben Mathis, Klaus Klinger or Karsten Breidenbroich share their insights. The Kiefernstraße in Düsseldorf with its beautifully colored houses remains a project close to my heart - a vibrant hotspot of urban art that is constantly changing. I am also always fascinated by the regularly recurring urban art events in Krefeld. They not only offer inspiring works of art, but also the perfect opportunity to get in touch with artists. These encounters give me a deep insight into their creative processes and enrich my view of their works. As a Krefeld native, my photographic heart naturally goes out to the regularly recurring urban art events. In addition to great pictures, there are also many opportunities to get in touch with the artists and gain a deeper insight into their creative process. I am also interested in unusual places with history or a special atmosphere. One example of this is the Schlaraffia Crefeldensis in “Et Klöske” - a fascinating place that I had the opportunity to photograph. It was a very special encounter, as women are not usually allowed in here. Projects like this give me the opportunity to make stories visible and capture places in a special way. Urban art and special places - for me, both combine photography and curiosity in their most beautiful form.

Digital Art, Photography & Words

Today, digital art has become an important part of my creative work. Thanks to my husband, I discovered DAZ Studio, a creative tool that allows me to bring characters, animals and entire worlds to life. Much like photography, light, perspective and atmosphere play a key role in every scene. From many small ideas, images gradually evolve, often finding their way into little stories of their own. During the pandemic, this form of creativity became an important part of my everyday life and has remained so ever since. It opened up new ways for me to express myself artistically and to develop my ideas further. Some of my artwork is now also available as high-quality fine art prints, encouraging me to keep exploring new subjects, techniques and creative approaches. Images and words often belong together for me - but not always. Sometimes a picture naturally inspires a thought, a short text or even a small story. On other days, I simply enjoy experimenting with light, colour, perspective or new creative techniques. Not every image needs to tell a story. Some are created simply for the joy of the creative process or because I want to explore something new. It is exactly this variety that makes creativity so fascinating to me. In the near future, I would also like to share more about the way I work. From the first ideas and handwritten notebooks to storyboards, digital tools and Photoshop, many steps take place behind the scenes before an image is finished. Often, just as much creativity goes into the journey as into the final artwork itself.

Homepage | Design

The Story Behind My Website: The design of my website is just as much a part of my creative journey as the artwork itself. It was originally created to present my activities as a dancer. At the time, I had to decide whether to learn programming myself or use a website builder. I consciously chose the latter because I wanted to invest my time in creating content, images and stories rather than writing code. Today, I work with Wix. But even with a website builder, a website is never created at the push of a button. Layouts need to be refined, colours carefully coordinated, texts revised and images thoughtfully integrated. Different screen sizes, mobile devices and ongoing technical changes continually require new solutions. Over the past months, I have been redesigning large parts of my website step by step, fundamentally rethinking its layout, structure, translations and search engine optimisation. As my website is available in both German and English, I translate all content myself. I deliberately avoid automatic translations to ensure that not only the words, but also their meaning, tone and atmosphere are preserved. My website continues to grow and evolve, just as I do. It is not a finished project, but one that develops with every new idea, every image and every story. A comprehensive redesign like this cannot be completed within just a few weeks. To be honest, I still have no idea how long it will take. But I firmly believe the time is well invested. Step by step, I continue to improve the content, the design and the technical quality of the site. Despite all the challenges, I still enjoy every part of the process. Sometimes working on my website reminds me of the old sticker albums I loved as a child ☕ – just with a little more technology and considerably more coffee.

Hobbys | More Than a Hobby

My everyday life isn't just about my website, photography and digital art. Many small passions have been with me for years. They inspire me, bring me joy and are simply great fun - often in the most unexpected moments. Photography has been part of my life for many years and remains one of my greatest passions. I still love heading out with my camera, discovering new perspectives and capturing those special moments that often disappear far too quickly. Another passion of mine is digital art. With DAZ Studio, Photoshop and plenty of small ideas, images, illustrations and sometimes even entire stories begin to take shape. Experimenting with new techniques is one of the things I enjoy most about the creative process. Reading is simply part of my everyday life. Books open the door to new worlds, let my imagination wander and often inspire new ideas of my own. Over the years, my husband and I have built a small library together, which continues to grow. We also love browsing flea markets and second-hand bookshops, where you never know what hidden treasure you might discover. I also enjoy cooking and baking, especially when I can try something new or when not all the ingredients happen to be in the cupboard. A little improvisation is often part of the recipe, and sharing the result with my husband is half the fun. During the winter months, we occasionally dive back into the world of World of Warcraft. Although everyday life doesn't always leave much time for gaming, it's a wonderful way to relax, have fun together and escape into another world for a while. Whenever I get the chance, you'll probably find me in one of the cafés in my hometown. With a good cup of coffee and a slice of cake, my thoughts seem to sort themselves out almost automatically. New ideas often appear there, sometimes even the first lines of a story, and every now and then I end up having a lovely conversation with someone I might never have met otherwise. Those little moments are among the highlights of my day. I also hope to rediscover another long-standing passion: designing and sewing my own clothes. My sewing machine is finally ready again, and I'm looking forward to bringing fabrics, patterns and creative ideas back to life, one project at a time. There are still countless ideas, projects and stories waiting to be explored, and that's exactly what I'm looking forward to.

What Does Creativity Mean to Me?

Creativity has been part of my life for as long as I can remember. To me, it has never been a goal or a skill that can be measured or reduced to a set of rules. It is a journey that keeps evolving - sometimes exciting, sometimes surprising - always inviting me to discover something new. As a child, I turned just about everything I could find into little creative projects. Cardboard boxes, paper, scraps of fabric or things I found in nature - somehow they always became something new. Later came creative workshops, new techniques and ever more ways to express myself. Of course, I had no idea back then where this path would eventually lead. Looking back, I see it as the beginning of a journey that took me through dance and photography before finally leading me to digital art. Whenever something sparks my curiosity, I simply get started. I have never spent much time wondering whether it really suited me or whether I was capable of doing it. Most of the time, my curiosity has been quicker than my doubts. That's probably why I have never drawn clear boundaries between different creative fields. Whether it's dancing, photography, digital art, writing or building a website - to me, they are all different ways of expressing the same creativity. Many years ago, while my husband and I were getting to know each other, he introduced me to the world of digital photography. That became another turning point in my life. Holding a camera suddenly changed the way I looked at the world. Light, perspective and atmosphere became something I consciously noticed and wanted to shape. Years later, DAZ Studio opened yet another door. For the first time, I wasn't just capturing what already existed - I could create worlds that had previously existed only in my imagination. Over the years, I have learned that creativity is much more than simply mastering techniques. I love discovering new software and learning how to use new tools. But technique alone does not create creativity. To me, it is a craft that serves the original idea and helps bring it to life. The truly exciting part begins when a mood, a thought or a story grows into something entirely its own. Unfortunately, creativity cannot be planned - or perhaps that's exactly the beauty of it. My best ideas rarely appear while I'm sitting at my desk. They are much more likely to arrive during a walk, in a café or in the middle of a conversation. They often show up precisely when I'm not looking for them. That's when it's time to grab a notebook and write things down. To me, creativity is a combination of curiosity, emotion, patience and openness. It needs space and freedom in order to grow. Over the years, I have also realised that creativity has the power to bring people together. A picture, a photograph, a story or a dance can quickly become a shared language. They can express emotions, awaken memories or simply bring a smile to someone's face. Perhaps that's one of the reasons why creativity means so much to me. I don't see my art as a competition, but as a part of my life. I want to keep learning, discovering and growing - not to keep up with others, but because I genuinely enjoy the journey itself. That, to me, is a part of personal freedom.

Awards & Honors

A selection of official recognitions for my digital artwork. Each entry links to the corresponding official competition or winners page.

Award graphic showing the Artwork "Bionic Dreams - CNR-H4" Honorable Mention | Renderhub Sexy Robot Contest III 07/2026 I sexy Robot lying in a round window

July 2026 – Honorable Mention, Renderhub Sexy Robot Contest III

Artwork: Bionic Dreams - CNR-H4

Official Winners Page

Award graphic showing the Artwork "Sweet on weels" 1st Place Renderosity - 6th Annual 2026 Pin-Up Contest I sexy pin-up lady sitting on a ice cream truck

March 2026 – 1st Place, Renderosity - 6th Annual 2026 Pin-Up Contest

Artwork: Sweet on Weels

Official Winners Page

Award graphic showing the Artwork "Dreams never die" <| 2nd Place DAZ Challenge 2023 I Young Couple looking into a mirror

April 2023 – 2nd Place, DAZ3D Contest - Great Render Challenge: Week 1

Artwork: Dreams Never Die

Official Winners Page

On My Way to Serenity

In the digital world, impressions of people are often formed within seconds. They may not necessarily be accurate, while a person's true character has usually developed over many years. Not every statement reflects what really matters to me, because some feelings and impressions are simply snapshots of a particular moment. That's why I would like to share a few thoughts here that I know I can still stand behind with conviction tomorrow. 𝐹𝑜𝑙𝑙𝑜𝑤 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚𝑠. A life without dreams? Not my thing. I will always follow my own dreams, even when they are sometimes little more than a quiet whisper. 𝑄𝑢𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑦 𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑞𝑢𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑡𝑦. I don't need to publish something every day. When I have something I want to share, I do so with conviction. And when a project needs time, that's exactly what I give it. 𝑁𝑜 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑟𝑢𝑠ℎ. There is strength in taking things slowly. I give myself the time I need. 𝑀𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒, 𝑚𝑦 𝑝𝑎𝑡ℎ. There is always something new to discover at every stage of life. That's what makes the journey through life so exciting to me and keeps me moving forward, sometimes faster, sometimes slower. What matters is that I move at my own pace. 𝐼 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑝𝑒𝑎𝑐𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓. That's where I find the place that feels right for me, where I feel grounded. 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑖𝑚𝑝𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑔𝑛𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑖𝑠 𝑚𝑦 𝑜𝑤𝑛. If I am happy with my work, that is the most important measure for me. Of course, I am delighted when other people enjoy my images too. But their value to me should not depend on how much approval they receive from others. 𝑂𝑝𝑒𝑛 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠 𝑚𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑒. Misunderstandings can arise quickly. That's why honesty, loyalty and respectful communication matter more to me than assumptions. 𝑇𝑜 𝑚𝑒, 𝑎 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑜𝑛'𝑠 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑒 𝑣𝑎𝑙𝑢𝑒. … is not defined by status, possessions or intelligence. It shows in the way they treat other people. 𝐼 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓, 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑚𝑦 𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑔𝑡ℎ𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑤𝑒𝑎𝑘𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑠. They are part of who I am. If there is something I want to learn, I will learn it. But I don't have to be good at everything or like everything simply because other people do. 𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑛𝑜 𝑠𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑠 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑓𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛. In my art, I don't believe in perfection, but in development. There is always something new to learn, discover or improve, and that's exactly what keeps creativity alive for me. 𝐴𝑛𝑦𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑖𝑠 𝑤𝑒𝑙𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑤𝑎𝑙𝑘 𝑏𝑒𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑚𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑎 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑒. But no one else decides where my path will lead. 𝑅𝑒𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑐𝑡, ℎ𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑦, 𝑡𝑜𝑙𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑙𝑜𝑦𝑎𝑙𝑡𝑦. To me, they form the foundation of how we treat one another and of every good relationship. 𝑆𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒. Not everything can be planned or forced. Some things simply need to be allowed to grow. And learning to trust that is one of the greatest strengths for me. Perhaps that is my greatest freedom: being allowed to learn, to remain curious and to follow my own path at my own pace.Not because it is perfect. But because it is mine.

With this in mind, have fun browsing and be patient if it takes a while for a page or a topic to be finished. It's my time :-).
Yours Samara Blue/Kerstin Ellinghoven

Krefeld in November 2023

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